I think the memories of losing loved ones will always be an obvious one for us all yet for me I always looked up to my Grandad yet cant remember much of him, he was diagnosed with Motor Neuron Disease and died in 2002 and all I can mainly remember of him is seeing him in the latter stages sitting in his chair and unable to move or have a conversation with me
A few years ago as well a woman came between me and one of my best mates, me and him are still friends whilst she's long gone but still have the bitter memories of everything that happened that year and wish I could forget that
I saw my first ever heroin addict on the overground last night on the train back to Forest Hill. Young girl, very sad. she was begging, but gaunt figure and had the itches
He did look very much the the drag act in Benidorm that I ended up on stage with last night. I just need to get hold of my mates phones and destroy the evidence.
I saw my first ever heroin addict on the overground last night on the train back to Forest Hill. Young girl, very sad. she was begging, but gaunt figure and had the itches
Horrible to see anyone go that way
You've been lucky, unfortunately I lost my auntie to a overdose only 2 months ago
I saw my first ever heroin addict on the overground last night on the train back to Forest Hill. Young girl, very sad. she was begging, but gaunt figure and had the itches
Horrible to see anyone go that way
You've been lucky, unfortunately I lost my auntie to a overdose only 2 months ago
Sorry to hear that mate. I think because in all my 34 years I'd never actually seen it face to face before. I may have come across someone before without realising, but this occasion was glaringly obvious. As mentioned, she had the proper itches.
I imagine if you get hooked on it, it would be a monumental task to come off it
I saw my first ever heroin addict on the overground last night on the train back to Forest Hill. Young girl, very sad. she was begging, but gaunt figure and had the itches
Horrible to see anyone go that way
You've been lucky, unfortunately I lost my auntie to a overdose only 2 months ago
Sorry to hear that mate. I think because in all my 34 years I'd never actually seen it face to face before. I may have come across someone before without realising, but this occasion was glaringly obvious. As mentioned, she had the proper itches.
I imagine if you get hooked on it, it would be a monumental task to come off it
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Have you ever tried apologising for it and that it was just you being a c**t?
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
If she can't forgive you after 21 years, I'd say bollocks to the fat ugly moose.
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
When you said she is lovely, did you mean 'bubbly' ?
My time at primary school; a combination of incredible c*ntitude and ineptitude by the entirety of the staff there left me with quite a few scars and issues to contend with during my late teenage years - 10 years later.
Something I've never posted here before, but waking up at 18 after being unconscious for the best part of 3 days, after an overdose. I lay the blame for that with myself obviously, but still feel the wheels were put in motion about 12 years before.
It's weird, I often think I wouldn't change a thing - as everything in my life has impacted and shaped me in to who I am today. Yet I live near a primary school and often see little kids and think, "You've got to be a right c*nt to work with kids but not really give a shit about their wellbeing.".
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Have you ever tried apologising for it and that it was just you being a c**t?
Yeah - I offered the olive branch a few years ago - was rejected. Shit happens I suppose - I didn't do it to make myself feel better, I did it to genuinely apologise, but she clearly wasn't interested.
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Have you ever tried apologising for it and that it was just you being a c**t?
Yeah - I offered the olive branch a few years ago - was rejected. Shit happens I suppose - I didn't do it to make myself feel better, I did it to genuinely apologise, but she clearly wasn't interested.
I wouldnt worry about it then...
If you've tried to apologise then fair enough, it seems like she's someone who needs to grow up
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Have you ever tried apologising for it and that it was just you being a c**t?
Yeah - I offered the olive branch a few years ago - was rejected. Shit happens I suppose - I didn't do it to make myself feel better, I did it to genuinely apologise, but she clearly wasn't interested.
I wouldnt worry about it then...
If you've tried to apologise then fair enough, it seems like she's someone who needs to grow up
Once called a mate's girlfriend a 'fat ugly moose'. This was back in about 1995. They're still together to this day, and she's never forgiven me for it. Feel awful because she's lovely, and I was just being a cunt - like I often am. As a result, I lost any chance I had of developing a friendship with her, and still feel awful every time I'm around her. I don't do 'regrets' that often, but that's one I'd like back.
Have you ever tried apologising for it and that it was just you being a c**t?
Yeah - I offered the olive branch a few years ago - was rejected. Shit happens I suppose - I didn't do it to make myself feel better, I did it to genuinely apologise, but she clearly wasn't interested.
I wouldnt worry about it then...
If you've tried to apologise then fair enough, it seems like she's someone who needs to grow up
Not from his opening description she don't.
Yeah he says that she's lovely but why hold a grudge over a stupid comment made over 20-years ago?
I hold a grudge myself from Primary School after a kid pushed me into a cupboard and cracked my head open (the scar is still there), he made my life hell right up through Secondary School as well and that grudge is still there because he never apologised for his actions!!
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A few years ago as well a woman came between me and one of my best mates, me and him are still friends whilst she's long gone but still have the bitter memories of everything that happened that year and wish I could forget that
Horrible to see anyone go that way
(apart from Morts in the snow)
I imagine if you get hooked on it, it would be a monumental task to come off it
Only joking
Something I've never posted here before, but waking up at 18 after being unconscious for the best part of 3 days, after an overdose. I lay the blame for that with myself obviously, but still feel the wheels were put in motion about 12 years before.
It's weird, I often think I wouldn't change a thing - as everything in my life has impacted and shaped me in to who I am today. Yet I live near a primary school and often see little kids and think, "You've got to be a right c*nt to work with kids but not really give a shit about their wellbeing.".
It's taken me the best part of 10 years to get rid of the "Chubby Chaser" image FFS.
If you've tried to apologise then fair enough, it seems like she's someone who needs to grow up
I hold a grudge myself from Primary School after a kid pushed me into a cupboard and cracked my head open (the scar is still there), he made my life hell right up through Secondary School as well and that grudge is still there because he never apologised for his actions!!